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This is from my journalism class when I had a HUGE fan girl moment after finding out my sister was pregnant.

Me: Oh Kelly wen't for a scan. She's not as far along as we thought.
Becca: Really?
Me: Yeah. She's due early July.
Becca: Cool.
Me:*thinks* WOuldn't it be cool if Lyn-z had a boy and Kelly had a girl and they met one day and fell in love. I would be like the aunt of Gerard way's daughter in law.
Becca: 0_0!!! FAN GIRL!

That was fun.

Ok so I have been  MEGA busy. So much has happened the last six months.

I'm finally 15. Well that was like 5 months ago.

I'm moving! To England. Earl Shilton to be percise. It's just outside Liecter. About a 1/2 hour bus ride. Omg! Living without my mum will be so strange. But I'll be with daddy.

I was away ALL summer in some shit hole village with a computer that broke every 10 minutes...no joking.

But then the last week of my stay I came back from my first trip to the city and ran onto a friend, let's call him Bob, I had made like a month prior. We just chatted and headed to this kiddy play castle, like 7 ft high concrete thing. There I let slip that I am bi...His reaction? "Make out with me! Please!" Obviously I said no. His friend, Joe, was there so he had to wait.

So anyway the next day I went out and like all of his mates were out. But my head freaked and I stormed off quickly after a couple of hours. Insert text from one of the guys, Bill, asking if i was ok here. And that was the start of my terrible Shilton guy love parade.

I went to the park and Bill came by with 2 friends and said that he text me and I explained I had no credit to reply. Aobut an hour passes and somehow we got round to truth or dare and I ended up getting dared to make out with Bill. Did I mention he was fit? Well he was. Well to save making it look like I liked him I said only if the other two guys kissed. Just a peck. It took twenty minutes for them to do it, but eventually they did.  Obviously me and Bll made out. I'd say 7/10. Then they all decided to go get stoned. Yeah, STONED! I was really shocked. But Bill text saying I was a good kisser.

Fast foreward a week. I made out with Bill teice more, once in my bedroom for multiple hours. Joe asked me to make out with him cause he liked me ALOT! But Bill said that he wanted to be the only guy I got with over summer. So I cancelled on Joe. And Bob? Well he went on holiday so no time.

I few home and continued to talk to Bill. Up until the point where his ex came back on the scene and they started dating again. Broke my heart. 2 weeks later I text Bob saying that I was going over soon and he said that maybe Icould fufill my promise to get with him. And I agreed. But when I went over he cancelled.

And that was that. I decided just to forget about the guys and work on just being alive and getting my grades. Then 3 weeks ago, out of the blue, Joe text me. Saying he still liked me. I knew he had got a girlfriend when I was gone and asked  how she felt about him saying that. He said he dumped her cause she was a life wrecking bitch.

We texted for over 12 hours that day. Thank God we both have free texts. By the end of the night we were together.

Oh but it doesn't end there. Joe didn't tell anyone we were together. The result was that I talked to Bob the other night.  And he asked me out. The heartbreak I went through saying no. Not half as much he did recieving it.

Any thing else good in my life?

Ummm..I'm resitting my N3, that's like 1/2 of my math exam for those who don't know. I got a B but I want to get an A.
I saw Mindless Self Indulgence, YouMeAtSix, The Medic Droid, We Are The Ocean, From Fist To Last and The Blackout in concert. Not all the same night, bar the last four. Best  4 band night ever.
About to head to a six band afternoon. Haven't seen most of them before. But hey something to do.

So I will try and get on more.

Much love.
Emma-Lee
XX

I'm starting a new photo project conserning song titles and lyrics. for example this is a photo of the song "rooftops" by Lostprophets

 and this is one for "on the edge" by Tokio hotel

PLEASE HELP MEWITH PUBLICITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PPPPPPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEE

I MADE THE FREAKING BUZZNET NEWSLETTER!!!!!!!!

I made ths comment to Breesays;

and then it made the homepage

an now its in the newsletter;

pfft you make a slight Pun and its all over the website in a week.

Ok so I've been trying to keep this quiet for a while but I am going to write it up ccause it making me sad to see this happen.

This is about everyone hating Elizia and the situation involving her Gerard and Lyn-z.

When the rumours started of thier relationship I was really interested about who this woman was and if she was going to post stuff about Gerard. I know very selfish of me but i just wanted to know. one day i read a rumour saying she was using Gerard and my brain reversed and kept telling me,"HATE HER!! SHES HURTING HIM!!". But the all the hate comments came to her and my friends kept telling e, don't be a teeny, don't hate her. ButI trusted my head over them. I continued hating her and regularly went on to my photo shop and defaced a picture of her.

And one night i snapped and I broke down. I was alone that night. The tears run down my face and i cried for 20 minutes straight. I googled her name and saw all the hate for her and i put my self in her shoes. I knew it would be killing her cause i was hated by 1girl in my school who made up romours about me. I multipied the pain I felt by thousands and nearly broke down again.

I added her as a friend on here and wanted to write to her but she disabled her comments and I understood why.

Then thee engagment broke up and the rumour got more publicised. I felt sorry for her and the fact she had to go into hiding. but this time i choose my friends and i feel back into disliking her.

When Lyn-z came onto the scene i thought it would be another round of the same thing. And it was for a while. Everyone was saying that she was a druggie and she was bad fir Gerard. But i stuck to my morals and didnt hate her. I stayed happy for them and was ecstatc that they married.

And i surfed around another popular site im on and peopl kept saying they hated her and i stuck up for her. And i realised. I was being the biggest hypocrite possible. Hatting Elizia and loving Lyn-z. So i took a step back and thought "ok i'll start affresh." so i visted Elizias page on here and WMHC and decided that i would look out for any evidence of her coming back. And last month she did and she allowed people to comment on her posts and i was happy. But i was too late. I was offline for a few days and missed her saying she allowed them and when i saw the journal i rushed to comment and noticed she had turnfed them off again and read through the the comment and realised there had been people bitching to her agin and i was sad that they had got the her again. And she hasnt updated since.

Any one reading this should know, Elizia is really cool and you have no reason to hate her.  NO PHYSICAL PROOF WHAT SO EVER TO!!

If any of you say you do and its the letter postted on the Imnotokay.com message board. I have a queston. Does it have a name on it? No. So it is more than likely as real as Katie Prices boobs.

I like Elizia Cuts.
I adore Lyn-Gee.

NOW

Is your hair up?: Yes
Is your phone right beside you?: I'm almost sitting on it
Do you have a bf/ gf?: I seriously don't know.
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: Yes.
Do you have plans for tonight?: Not really
Are you wearing makeup?: no
Are you wearing chapstick?: nerp
Are you cold?: sorta
Are you tired?: yes.
Are you excited?: slightly
Are you watching t.v.?: no its on but in listening to music
Are you wearing pajamas?: no
Who's the last person you IMed?: Ok its creepy the last person said the same thing(Rach)
Who's the last person that called you?: Ruth to tell me she got her lip pierced

PAST

Anything you regret? lots
Ever lied?: I'm only human
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: yes
Ever spit at someone? no
Ever kick something living?: plants live dont they
Ever had your nails done?: yes by my friend
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: no

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:



LAST WEEK

Had any plans last week?: yes christmas was last week
Have you cursed?: Fuck yeah
Have you yelled at someone?: yes i have a short temper
Have you gotten mad at someone? loads of people
Have you cried? not really
Have you called more than 3 people?: i may have.
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: yes
Have you eaten anything gross? no

SPILL YOUR GUTS

Q. First thing you did this morning?: turned on my phone

Q. Last thing you ate?: peas

Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?: Getting my exams fnished

Q. What's annoying you right now? That i tried to go out with my "other half" and they kep putting it off and now i have to wait till school to see them

Q. What's the last movie you saw? St Trinians

Q.Do you believe in long distance relationships?: I've seen them work but couldnt cope

Q Where is the last place you went?: The kitchen?

Q: Who is the last person you called?: my aunt

Q: Been cheated on?: Not that i know of

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?: maybe

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):  Love

Q: Do you wish on stars?: sometimes

Q: Does it work?: I dont know

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: Not always

Q: When did you last cry? idk

Q: Do you like your handwriting? no dyspraxia saw to that

Q: Are you a friendly person? I try really hard

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? yes

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? Mine

Q: What color shirt are you wearing? Black and white

Q: Do you have any pets? no

Q: What is the color of your bedsheets? Pink

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? on the pc

Q: Last person you talked to : Rach

Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?: novemer

Q: Look to your left: the mirror

Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes

Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder? Maybe

Q: Song that makes you cry? December-hawthorne hieghts

Q: Are you a normally happy person?: no

Q: Is your self-esteem low?: well it hit rock bottom, when through 500000000000000 miles of shit and there you go

Q: What color are your eyes? Brown

Q: Long or Short Hair? short

Q: Current Music?: Panty Shot-MSI

School/Friends
[x] You lost friends
[x] You got bullied
[x] You got into a fight
[x] You had an arguement with friends
[x] You said something that cost you friends
[x] You made an enemy
[x] Someone hates you for no reason!
[x] Someone started a rumour about you
[x] You cried at school without people noticing through unhappiness
[x] You felt isolated

Total school/friends: 10

Home
[] Your house got flooded
[] You were forced to move
[] Your home was infested with bugs
[] You had rats in your house
[x] You had mice in your house
[] A wall fell through
[x] A floor fell through
[] You needed roof repair work
[x] You got a leak
[x] Had damp

Total home: 4
Total so far: 14

Family
[] Someone died
[x] You didn't see people in your family all year
[x] A sibling attacked you (had a fight)
[] Someone close to you died
[x] Got Grounded
[] Someone was disowned
[] Someone got burgled
[x] Someone embarrassed you & wouldnt let it go
[] Someone lost a baby

Total family: 4
Total so far: 18

Love
[] You didnt get a girlfriend/boyfriend all year
[x] You got hurt
[x] Got your heart broken
[x] Friend stole a girlfriend/boyfriend
[x] You wanted someone elses girlfriend/boyfriend
[x] Didn't know who you wanted
[] Rejected someone
[x] Got Rejected
[] Forced into something you didn't want to do
[] Got used/played

Love: 6
Total so far: 22

You...
[x] Got depressed
[x] Overdosed
[x] Felt like you hit rock bottom
[x] Attempted Suicide
[x] Felt too alone
[x] Pushed people away
[x] Hated yourself
[x] Wished you weren't you
[x] Got Jealous

Total you: 10
al so far: 32

(multiply by 2)
Total: 64

post as: 2007 was __% crap

ok so i possted the story of my life the other night and as you can see its shit.

• i have now since realised my life is my and i shouldn't put it on hold for 1 person
• i have broke up with my boyfriend. I just didnt like him as much as i thought i did....ok it was pity and he wsn't attractive.
• i'm stopping my story cause i've lost my love for writing this story
• i'm writig a story on my pc but i might not post it
• im getting a new hair cut not sure what like yet either of these 2(if eiether of the pics is you/ your friend thanks for having great hair)
• yes i still am in love with elliot.hes my rock how could i not be
• im really broadening my music atm so if you know bands leave thier name below
• oh and my quote of the minute "hi...i'm gonna pass the mic back to Gerard now"-MIKEY WAY IN BELFAST ON 17th OF NOVEMBER(I WAS THER OF COURSE

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2 bands and 6 needles says:
ok thats it im moving to aussie theres a city called gerard
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LOL
2 bands and 6 needles says:
either that or missori theres an emma
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*SHOCKED FACE*
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awesomeee.
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*looks for rachel*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
yeah its in nevada
2 bands and 6 needles says:
its a ufo hotspot
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
....
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nice.
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LOL
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
so i guess im moving to Nevada!?
2 bands and 6 needles says:
yep lol
2 bands and 6 needles says:
rachel*dont know surname
123 made up street
rachel
nevada
usa
12345
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lol
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niceee
2 bands and 6 needles says:
you have 98 inhabitants
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O___O
2 bands and 6 needles says:
hehe joke
2 bands and 6 needles says:
well it is
2 bands and 6 needles says:
your also a sandwhich
2 bands and 6 needles says:
made with either corned beef or pastrami, sauerkraut, Swiss cheese, and either Russian dressing or Thousand Island dressing.[1] It is typically made with rye bread, though originally it may have been served on pumpernickel bread.[citation needed
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
ROFLFAMOOOO
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i get eaten?!
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THIS SUCKS
2 bands and 6 needles says:
yeah
2 bands and 6 needles says:
but your yummy
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
LOL
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*sugeative eybrows*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
im not talking about the sandwhich
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
*shocked face*
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
EMMA!
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LOL
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well
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*licks*
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mwahaha.
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
*runs away*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*runs after*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*rapes*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*locks in cupboard*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*trows gerard in with you*
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
8-0
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
its not rape if your willing
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LOL
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YAY! GERARD <3
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*blocks out sex noises*
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ROFLLL.
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oohhh yerh
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excuse me and gerard for a while
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ahem/ *runs offf*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*throws in lyn-z for threesome*
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ROFL.
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*jumps in self*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
ok now its complete
2 bands and 6 needles says:
ORGEY
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YUMYUM
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lol!

I was sitting in my room writing my English essay on my computer. I started thinking about the recent few days when I got a horrible memory

*Flash back*

I’m sitting under the big purple tree in my local park, drawing random faces. I can’t draw but it helps with my emotions. I’m 13 at this time and sort of in the middle of turning from the preppy side to the dark side. I grabbed my pencil and sketch book and walked towards the play park and sat on one of the swings. I know I’m too old to play on them but I missed out on my child hood and I like to keep in touch as often as I can. Lucky Dwayne took most of the duties. But recently he’s been talking about moving to Oregon when he’s 18 for uni. That’s 3 years. I better make as much of what’s left as I can. I looked up and saw HIM. It was just a guy at school I’d liked him for ages. His names Bill Smyth. I thought he was cute but from what I heard he is the biggest headed person in the universe. I sat and watched him as he laughed with his friends. I recognised one of them. A girl I had talked to a while ago. I thought she was my friend. Then it hit me. I had told her I liked Bill. I got up off the swing and walked out of the park.

“Bell!!” I heard a voice. It was the girl.

“Yeah?”

“Come sit with us. I have something to ask you.”

“If it’s about the geometry test, I’m failing it anyway so it’s no use.”

“No nothing like that. You know Bill. Right?”

“I’ve seen him around”

“Well he want’s to know if you want to go out sometime.”

“Um...Ok” I bite my lip. I couldn’t believe this.

“Want to go for a walk?” Bill asked

“Sure.” I got up and followed him.

We walked through the park. I grabbed his hand and looked up. He tensed a bit but smiled down. We walked up to the duck pond and sat on the bench.

I drew a quick sketch of the tree in the middle of the island.

I turned my head and moved to kiss Bill, but he moved his head back. He tried to bounce back from it but it was too late I know he was faking it.

“I knew it.”

“What?”

“You we’re only joking.”

“No I’m not”

“Bill, the ONE thing I’m not, is stupid.”

“OK YOU WANT THE TRUTH. YEAH I WAS ONLY JOKING. IT’S TO SHOW YOU WHY NO ONE WILL WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU? YOU’RE A MIXED LABEL KID WHO KNOWS MORE THAN SHE SHOULD”

I just ran. I ran out of the park, past the mall, past the independent shops. I ran to the field. I always came here after every heart break. Up until not it was just when my mum’s partners left her but it still hurt me listening to her.

*reality*

Shit. I hate that memory. That was the day I started on my road to bulimia. My brain just needed a way to make me more pretty but I just faded into the background even more. I walked down the stairs skipping the bottom step. I grabbed my cell of its charger and ran back upstairs. I flicked through the number. Chris…Henry…Kaz…Katie...ahhhh there Lala. Lala’s a friend from way back when I was 6. We were living in Florida at the time, one of mums little adventures with her boyfriend. The only thing my mum got out of it was Casey. We lived next door and I never left her house.

I clicked the call button

“Bell!!”

“hey lala. I need to ask you something.”

“ok”

“know the way we gave each those parcels when I was leaving and promised to send to each other when we found the person we thought was the one? Well can you find mine cause I might need it.”

She screamed VERY loudly.

“calm down lala. I’ll call you again hen I want it. I have to go I have to go vist the lucky guy.”

“Awwwww I hate you not calling for months then only staying on for a few seconds”

“I’ll call you in 2 hours, swear”

“Bye”

I hung up and leaned over the edge of my newly cleaned bed and pulled out my vans and put them on and grabbed my car keys from my dresser and went down stairs and got into my car.

What happened next just shocked me…..

ok Bethan has claimed the next chapther so i dont know when it'll be out

ok excuse the words that stick together i have no space bar

ok thisis very far  fetched but i believe that gerard was engaged to Lyn-z in the first place but said it was off because of the stick Eliza was getting(WE DON'T KNOW THAT THEY EVER WENT OUT NEVER MIND GOT ENGAGED) but they stayed engaged and when he found out that the woman was a  minister he decided to go  for it

but we will never know

Ok so everyone next saturday everyone is to go on to katie(fairyxwithxfangs) page and say happy fucking birthday.I am working on 1/2 of her present now. The other half rox more though.

Ok also another thing. I posted 2 pics the other night of someone 99% you know. 1 zillion loves to anone who guesses who it is.

ok I also spent yesterday with my 2 bestest friends ever. We recorded a load of videos and i'll post mine soon. I'm not sure if the the other will DEFFINITLY be posted.

ok so I'm feeling really werid atm. just feel empty. I really need to draw it usually helpswhen i feel not 100%

Ok also Bethan you have a week to finish the chapther ow cause i'm typing too fast. lol

Ok so i know it's late but happy fucking birthday for Tom and Bill KAulitz yesterday. I didnt know i wasnt going to get home thats why i didnt post anything.

Its still not too late to read my story. i only have  readers so i need more.

bleeding goth dolls rock. thier the cool barbie.

Ok I’m sick. YES BECCA I AM ACTUALLY SICK!!!!!!! I’M NOT FAKING!!!!!!!!! MY MUM MADE ME STAY HOME!!!!..............what was I saying oh yeah I’m sick and I decided to write a chapter or two of I’m not o-fucking-Kay. Oh and thanks go to Bethan (mcrmygal) for helping with this chapter because I had writers block. Oh and she’s writing the second next chapter cause I wrote a chapter of hers.

“I totally understand if you run when I say this but this is a list of health problem I’ve had. My doctor told me to make a list” I said handing him a piece of paper from my bedside table. His eyes scanned down it.

“How many are here?” He said lifting his head. His face was drained of colour; his eyes had lost their twinkle.

“46 by last count, but if you saw its just migraines and repeat colds and sore throat” I said trying to look on the bright side.

“And anorexia and bulimia and….what the fuck is that one??” he pointed to a name on the list.

“Dyspraxia, its quite common condition like 1 in 12 I think….. I just happen to be the only person in school with it.”

“What does it mean?”

“It means I can’t run, write, my words get mixed up and I drool in my sleep if I leave my mouth open.” I said trying to giggle at the last part. “Ok it’s not cool and I hate it, you know the way on cold days and your fingers are uber numb and freezing and they don’t work like you want….well that’s everyday.”

I just lay back down waiting for him to storm out in horror. After another 5 minutes he hadn’t spoke or left… or don’t anything but breathe. It started to annoy me.

“Storm just leave I know you don’t want to be with a girl who is a dictionary for doctors.”

“I don’t care about these I’m in shock because I can’t believe such an innocent, caring girl who puts everyone before her could have this stuff.” I told me putting the page down and lying next to me snuggling in as close as he could with out it feeling weird.

I moved my hands so one was on my stomach and the other was in Storms hair. We just lay there in silence for ages. I know I was going to have to get up soon, but I just loved the feeling I was having at the moment. I loved Storms scent. I loved the way he knew exactly what to say. I love him. Shit I only meet him a few hours ago and now I’m in love with him.

“Bell, Answer me 1 question. Do you have and of those conditions that are life long? Just if you’re unwell and it can be helped I want to help.”

“No none of them is still around. I still have to take pills for an operation I had to get gunk taking out of my body.”

He just nodded in agreement.

“IS that all you can do, NOD!!?” I half shouted laughing. He just smiled

“OK YOU ARE IN NEED OF SOME BELL FUN.” I was actually mock shouting this time. I sat on top of him and grabbed my cushion hitting him with it. He grabbed the pillow from behind him and started hitting me back and soon it turned into a full blown pillow fight. I fell over my converse and hit the floor REALLY hard.

“OWWWW…. Truce...TRUCE. I’M INJURIED!!”

Storm dropped his pillow and knelt beside me.
“Aww poor you. Here I’ll kiss it better where does it hurt.”
“Ummm my head, my lips and I think I hurt my neck come to think of it” of course I was joking but storm kissed me all over my face and neck. I feel bad because he’s the one being sweet and loving. And me? I’m milking for all its worth.

*The next day at school*

I practically skipped down the corridor. All the cheerleaders were giving me weird looks but screw them I’m happy. Before Storm left we arranged to meet up at lunch. He’s a freaking senior in the same school as me, lives round the corner from me and is REALLY pretty. Seriously I was excepting him to be secretly 30 and lives in the next state. But he is a senior I checked. Ok I asked one of the senior girls to quote her answer “Strom? As in Rendell Wens? How do you know him? He’s the quietest guy in senior. No junior knows him.”

I just told her I was going out with him and walked away. Quiet? He wasn’t quiet yesterday that’s for sure. Right now I’m sitting in French doodling on my notebook. Ring damn you ring.  I really want to get out of class NOW!!

“Bell are you listening?” My teacher asked. I nearly screamed.

“Umm…no sorry…”

Finally the bell rung just as she was about to dish out a punishment.  I grabbed my bag shoving my books in as I sprinted out the door. I power walked down to the pond where I arranged to meet Storm. After 5 minutes he hadn’t showed. I knew it he was jus joking me around. As I grabbed my backpack off the grass I felt someone grab my waist.

“Leaving so soon? I’ve only just arrived!”

Turned to see Storm doing sad puppy eyes and pouting.

“Well you are late.”

“I was getting something from my locker.” He explained handing me a box.

I opened it and inside was an envelope. There was a congratulations card inside, inside read:

                  To Bell

                  Congratulations on stealing my heart.

                  You can keep it forever on the condition you never break it.

                  You made me believe in love at first sight

                  I know it’s early but I love you.

                  I was going to say all my heart but you have it so all the love I can give

                  Storm xxxxxxxxx

I nearly cried when i read it. he is so sweet and caring and beautiful and mine. God I can't believe this.

“Ok hand it over.”

“What?”

“The book that you’re using to make me fall in love with you. It could abolish female independence.”

“Sorry no book, just my knowledge” He said kissing my forehead.

“Well In that case I can only say that I love you too and I don’t care how early it is.

you can guess whoes who

you like frank right

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yep luv him

ok just im watching a made up vid in which him and gee are fighting whoes hotter

frank

hmmm maybe both of them = )

GEE

FRANK ROX MY WORLD

GERARD ROX MY STRIPY SOX

FRANK ROX MY SPOTTY SOX

GERARD ROX MY STRIPY PANTS

HMMMMM

FRANK ROX MY WORLD MY SOX MY PANT AND MY BARE FEET

GERARD ROX MY WORLD WHOLE WARDROBE AND BODY AND BED AND CHAIR

FRANK ROX MY WORLD MY ROOM MY BODY MY BED DESK CHAIR COMPUTER AND MKOST IMPORTANTLY MY ALMIGHTY SOX THIS IS THE POINT WHERE U BEND DOWN AND WORSHIP FRANK ..AND ME

lolz

GERARD ROX MY WORLD WORDROBE UNDERWEAR DRAWER MY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BAG MY VANS MY NECKLSCE MY DESK MY CAHIR MY SOFA MY TOWEL MY PHINE AND MY WIRELESS MOUSE*NOW BEND DOWN AND WORSHIP GEE-SUS

frank rox everything i my room on me everything he touches my garden my dog my cosin my towel my hair my touch typing fingers my eyes my lips my tv my radio my ipod all the pictures of him my vans my converse my skeleton crew top my phone my bebo the skinz my sox my car insursace the add on tv that im watching my sunglasses aquafreash toothpaste my passport and this is the point where u worship

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FRANK IN STEIN

GERARD ROX MY CORDLESS PHONE MY LAMP MY SCANNER MY LAPTOP MY MAP MY PHOTO OF ME ALLL THE PICTURES OF ME HIM AND BILL MY MINI MULLET MY SWEATER MY HAT MY ITHER HAT MY BADGES MY TV MY MIKEY GLASSES MY BOOK MY CLOCK ALL THE BOOKS IN MY WARDROBE(ABOUT 200) MY MCR TOPS MY PUMPS MY PERCING MY SOON TO BE PERCING MY TOOTHBRUSH MY TABLETS MY SPOON MY PRINTER MY BIN MY ORNAMENT MY SISTERS MY SISSORS MY PLUG

THAT I DONT KNOW WHATS FOR

NOW BOW DOWN AND WORSHIP THE LORD GERARD ARTHUR WAY

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frank roxs gee bob ray and mikey his roxs pansy(rip)frank roxs every thing he toches frank roxs jamia frank roxs me frank roxs every guitar he touches frank roxs new jersey frank roxs ferard frank roxs mcr frank roxs my room all of my belongs my toohbrush Frank roxs his personal hygine frank roxs his music frank roxs himself frank roxs my knee elbow fingernails frank roxsmy mcr tops,merchandis

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my pencilcase (barbie)

frankie roxs my world and my world only!

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now u bend down and worship my frankie!=)

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frankie roxs

All I Want For Christmas Is You Lyrics

Astro Zombies Lyrics

Black Parade Lyrics

Blood Lyrics

Bury Me In Black Lyrics

Cancer Lyrics

Cemetery Drive Lyrics

Cubicles Lyrics

Dead! Lyrics

Demolition Lovers Lyrics

Desert Song Lyrics

Disenchanted Lyrics

Disenchanted (Shut Up And Play) Lyrics

Drowning Lessons Lyrics

Early Sunsets Over Monroeville Lyrics

Famous Last Words

Ghost of You

Give 'Em Hell, Kid Lyrics

Hang 'Em High Lyrics

Head First For Halos Lyrics

Headfirst For Halos Lyrics

Heaven Lyrics

Heaven Help Us Lyrics

Helena Lyrics

Hidden Track Lyrics

Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us Lyrics

House Of Wolves Lyrics

I'm Not Okay (I Promise) Lyrics

I Don't Love You Lyrics

I Never Told You What I Do for a Living Lyrics

Interlude Lyrics

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Interlude Lyrics

It's Not a Fashion Statement, It's a Fucking Deathwish Lyrics

Jack The Ripper Lyrics

Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You Lyrics

Kill All Your Friends Lyrics

Kill All Your Friends! Lyrics

Mama Lyrics

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Our Lady Of Sorrows Lyrics

Romance Lyrics

Shut Up And Play Lyrics

Shut Up And Pray Lyrics

Silly Mummy Lyrics

Sister To Sleep Lyrics

Skylines And Turnstiles

OK UM I WENT TO GET COFFE

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Sleep Lyrics

Song 2 Lyrics

Teenagers Lyrics

Th Sharpest Lives Lyrics

Thank You for the Venom Lyrics

The End Lyrics

The Ghost Of You Lyrics

The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You Lyrics

The Sharpest Lives Lyrics

This Is How I Disappear Lyrics

This Is How I Dissapear Lyrics

This Is The Best Day Ever Lyrics

To the End Lyrics

Under Pressure Lyrics

Vampires Will Never Hurt You Lyrics

bethan

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Welcome To The Black Parade Lyrics

Welcome to the Black Parade (Radio Edit) Lyrics

You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison Lyrics

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ohh yesh i win!!

BETHAN

yaaa

I LOOK LIKE A GUY--> says:

YOU TOOK SO LONG I'VE DONE MY TEETH FACE CREAM COFFE AND GOT MY HAIR STRAGHNIERS

yehh buh i still win! =) my fingers r sore

I LOOK LIKE A GUY--> says:

OK YOU CAN WIN NOW SEEING AS YOU WENT ON A WEBSITE AND COPY AND PASTED ALL THIER SONG NAMES

OMG!!!!!!!! UR A MIND READER

I DID THAT CAUSE I KNEW HAT MY FINGERS WERE GONNA BE SORE =)

 i guessed seeing as you knew Silly Mummy

HEHE