OHaiDer

Ok so I've been trying to keep this quiet for a while but I am going to write it up ccause it making me sad to see this happen.

This is about everyone hating Elizia and the situation involving her Gerard and Lyn-z.

When the rumours started of thier relationship I was really interested about who this woman was and if she was going to post stuff about Gerard. I know very selfish of me but i just wanted to know. one day i read a rumour saying she was using Gerard and my brain reversed and kept telling me,"HATE HER!! SHES HURTING HIM!!". But the all the hate comments came to her and my friends kept telling e, don't be a teeny, don't hate her. ButI trusted my head over them. I continued hating her and regularly went on to my photo shop and defaced a picture of her.

And one night i snapped and I broke down. I was alone that night. The tears run down my face and i cried for 20 minutes straight. I googled her name and saw all the hate for her and i put my self in her shoes. I knew it would be killing her cause i was hated by 1girl in my school who made up romours about me. I multipied the pain I felt by thousands and nearly broke down again.

I added her as a friend on here and wanted to write to her but she disabled her comments and I understood why.

Then thee engagment broke up and the rumour got more publicised. I felt sorry for her and the fact she had to go into hiding. but this time i choose my friends and i feel back into disliking her.

When Lyn-z came onto the scene i thought it would be another round of the same thing. And it was for a while. Everyone was saying that she was a druggie and she was bad fir Gerard. But i stuck to my morals and didnt hate her. I stayed happy for them and was ecstatc that they married.

And i surfed around another popular site im on and peopl kept saying they hated her and i stuck up for her. And i realised. I was being the biggest hypocrite possible. Hatting Elizia and loving Lyn-z. So i took a step back and thought "ok i'll start affresh." so i visted Elizias page on here and WMHC and decided that i would look out for any evidence of her coming back. And last month she did and she allowed people to comment on her posts and i was happy. But i was too late. I was offline for a few days and missed her saying she allowed them and when i saw the journal i rushed to comment and noticed she had turnfed them off again and read through the the comment and realised there had been people bitching to her agin and i was sad that they had got the her again. And she hasnt updated since.

Any one reading this should know, Elizia is really cool and you have no reason to hate her.  NO PHYSICAL PROOF WHAT SO EVER TO!!

If any of you say you do and its the letter postted on the Imnotokay.com message board. I have a queston. Does it have a name on it? No. So it is more than likely as real as Katie Prices boobs.

I like Elizia Cuts.
I adore Lyn-Gee.