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Ok so I have been  MEGA busy. So much has happened the last six months.

I'm finally 15. Well that was like 5 months ago.

I'm moving! To England. Earl Shilton to be percise. It's just outside Liecter. About a 1/2 hour bus ride. Omg! Living without my mum will be so strange. But I'll be with daddy.

I was away ALL summer in some shit hole village with a computer that broke every 10 minutes...no joking.

But then the last week of my stay I came back from my first trip to the city and ran onto a friend, let's call him Bob, I had made like a month prior. We just chatted and headed to this kiddy play castle, like 7 ft high concrete thing. There I let slip that I am bi...His reaction? "Make out with me! Please!" Obviously I said no. His friend, Joe, was there so he had to wait.

So anyway the next day I went out and like all of his mates were out. But my head freaked and I stormed off quickly after a couple of hours. Insert text from one of the guys, Bill, asking if i was ok here. And that was the start of my terrible Shilton guy love parade.

I went to the park and Bill came by with 2 friends and said that he text me and I explained I had no credit to reply. Aobut an hour passes and somehow we got round to truth or dare and I ended up getting dared to make out with Bill. Did I mention he was fit? Well he was. Well to save making it look like I liked him I said only if the other two guys kissed. Just a peck. It took twenty minutes for them to do it, but eventually they did.  Obviously me and Bll made out. I'd say 7/10. Then they all decided to go get stoned. Yeah, STONED! I was really shocked. But Bill text saying I was a good kisser.

Fast foreward a week. I made out with Bill teice more, once in my bedroom for multiple hours. Joe asked me to make out with him cause he liked me ALOT! But Bill said that he wanted to be the only guy I got with over summer. So I cancelled on Joe. And Bob? Well he went on holiday so no time.

I few home and continued to talk to Bill. Up until the point where his ex came back on the scene and they started dating again. Broke my heart. 2 weeks later I text Bob saying that I was going over soon and he said that maybe Icould fufill my promise to get with him. And I agreed. But when I went over he cancelled.

And that was that. I decided just to forget about the guys and work on just being alive and getting my grades. Then 3 weeks ago, out of the blue, Joe text me. Saying he still liked me. I knew he had got a girlfriend when I was gone and asked  how she felt about him saying that. He said he dumped her cause she was a life wrecking bitch.

We texted for over 12 hours that day. Thank God we both have free texts. By the end of the night we were together.

Oh but it doesn't end there. Joe didn't tell anyone we were together. The result was that I talked to Bob the other night.  And he asked me out. The heartbreak I went through saying no. Not half as much he did recieving it.

Any thing else good in my life?

Ummm..I'm resitting my N3, that's like 1/2 of my math exam for those who don't know. I got a B but I want to get an A.
I saw Mindless Self Indulgence, YouMeAtSix, The Medic Droid, We Are The Ocean, From Fist To Last and The Blackout in concert. Not all the same night, bar the last four. Best  4 band night ever.
About to head to a six band afternoon. Haven't seen most of them before. But hey something to do.

So I will try and get on more.

Much love.
Emma-Lee
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