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I'm not o-fucking-kay chapter 5

Ok I’m sick. YES BECCA I AM ACTUALLY SICK!!!!!!! I’M NOT FAKING!!!!!!!!! MY MUM MADE ME STAY HOME!!!!..............what was I saying oh yeah I’m sick and I decided to write a chapter or two of I’m not o-fucking-Kay. Oh and thanks go to Bethan (mcrmygal) for helping with this chapter because I had writers block. Oh and she’s writing the second next chapter cause I wrote a chapter of hers.

 

“I totally understand if you run when I say this but this is a list of health problem I’ve had. My doctor told me to make a list” I said handing him a piece of paper from my bedside table. His eyes scanned down it.

“How many are here?” He said lifting his head. His face was drained of colour; his eyes had lost their twinkle.

“46 by last count, but if you saw its just migraines and repeat colds and sore throat” I said trying to look on the bright side.

“And anorexia and bulimia and….what the fuck is that one??” he pointed to a name on the list.

“Dyspraxia, its quite common condition like 1 in 12 I think….. I just happen to be the only person in school with it.”

“What does it mean?”

“It means I can’t run, write, my words get mixed up and I drool in my sleep if I leave my mouth open.” I said trying to giggle at the last part. “Ok it’s not cool and I hate it, you know the way on cold days and your fingers are uber numb and freezing and they don’t work like you want….well that’s everyday.”

I just lay back down waiting for him to storm out in horror. After another 5 minutes he hadn’t spoke or left… or don’t anything but breathe. It started to annoy me.

“Storm just leave I know you don’t want to be with a girl who is a dictionary for doctors.”

“I don’t care about these I’m in shock because I can’t believe such an innocent, caring girl who puts everyone before her could have this stuff.” I told me putting the page down and lying next to me snuggling in as close as he could with out it feeling weird.

 

I moved my hands so one was on my stomach and the other was in Storms hair. We just lay there in silence for ages. I know I was going to have to get up soon, but I just loved the feeling I was having at the moment. I loved Storms scent. I loved the way he knew exactly what to say. I love him. Shit I only meet him a few hours ago and now I’m in love with him.

 

“Bell, Answer me 1 question. Do you have and of those conditions that are life long? Just if you’re unwell and it can be helped I want to help.”

“No none of them is still around. I still have to take pills for an operation I had to get gunk taking out of my body.”

He just nodded in agreement.

“IS that all you can do, NOD!!?” I half shouted laughing. He just smiled

“OK YOU ARE IN NEED OF SOME BELL FUN.” I was actually mock shouting this time. I sat on top of him and grabbed my cushion hitting him with it. He grabbed the pillow from behind him and started hitting me back and soon it turned into a full blown pillow fight. I fell over my converse and hit the floor REALLY hard.

“OWWWW…. Truce...TRUCE. I’M INJURIED!!”

Storm dropped his pillow and knelt beside me.
“Aww poor you. Here I’ll kiss it better where does it hurt.”
“Ummm my head, my lips and I think I hurt my neck come to think of it” of course I was joking but storm kissed me all over my face and neck. I feel bad because he’s the one being sweet and loving. And me? I’m milking for all its worth.

 

*The next day at school*

I practically skipped down the corridor. All the cheerleaders were giving me weird looks but screw them I’m happy. Before Storm left we arranged to meet up at lunch. He’s a freaking senior in the same school as me, lives round the corner from me and is REALLY pretty. Seriously I was excepting him to be secretly 30 and lives in the next state. But he is a senior I checked. Ok I asked one of the senior girls to quote her answer “Strom? As in Rendell Wens? How do you know him? He’s the quietest guy in senior. No junior knows him.”

I just told her I was going out with him and walked away. Quiet? He wasn’t quiet yesterday that’s for sure. Right now I’m sitting in French doodling on my notebook. Ring damn you ring.  I really want to get out of class NOW!!

 

Bell are you listening?” My teacher asked. I nearly screamed.

“Umm…no sorry…”

Finally the bell rung just as she was about to dish out a punishment.  I grabbed my bag shoving my books in as I sprinted out the door. I power walked down to the pond where I arranged to meet Storm. After 5 minutes he hadn’t showed. I knew it he was jus joking me around. As I grabbed my backpack off the grass I felt someone grab my waist.

“Leaving so soon? I’ve only just arrived!”

Turned to see Storm doing sad puppy eyes and pouting.

“Well you are late.”

“I was getting something from my locker.” He explained handing me a box.

I opened it and inside was an envelope. There was a congratulations card inside, inside read:

                  To Bell

                  Congratulations on stealing my heart.

                  You can keep it forever on the condition you never break it.

                  You made me believe in love at first sight

                  I know it’s early but I love you.

                  I was going to say all my heart but you have it so all the love I can give

                  Storm xxxxxxxxx

I nearly cried when i read it. he is so sweet and caring and beautiful and mine. God I can't believe this.

“Ok hand it over.”

“What?”

“The book that you’re using to make me fall in love with you. It could abolish female independence.”

“Sorry no book, just my knowledge” He said kissing my forehead.

“Well In that case I can only say that I love you too and I don’t care how early it is.

 

We sat on the grass and eat our lunches and talked about how Storm was graduating at the end of next month. Knowing my luck he will have forgot who I am by next month. We cuddled into each other for a while until the bell rang. I couldn’t bear to leave his arms but we both needed to get to class or else neither of us would be graduating.


Posted on 08/31/2007 11:56 AM Visits: 14
obsesdwivgerardmcr: 08/31/2007 12:55 PM
Awwww! Storm is SO sweet!!!!!!
Eimear xxx
Oh yeah, and buzzed!
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