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Chapther 14 explaination mark

Im in Finaghahy my 'cousins' laptop so I tought I'd take advantage.

"I know He's our fucking cousin but he absoulutly hates us so it wouldn't  suprise me.".

Suddenly the operater for 911 picked up.

"Hi police please, Yeah my cousin or one of his friends has put a brezze block through my window."

2 hours later

Th police have left to look at the cctv. I'm going to stay on the sofa and call everyone in a few hours. I switched on the tv seeing as i couldn't sleep. I never can when Luke pays a vist. He had tried to kill Hayeley last time. He thought she was me and he started whacking her with a baseball bat then when he realised it wasn't me he left her and smashed the front door.We've had numourous restraining orders taken out but he just broke them and then my cousin Jake died from an OD and he wouldn't let us anywhere near the coffin at the funeral.

The next day

Everyone is round my place. Gee, Frank,Bob and mikey are puttin cardboard on my window. Katie and Becca are making tea for everyone. Sophie is 'helping' the guys by telling what to do. Typical Sophie.

"Wheres Hayeley?"Becca asked carrying in half of the mugs

"And Ray?" Katie asked carring the rest.

"i have forced them to sort it out and talk out thier differences,so they don't start bicthing about eachother." I said grabbing some cookies.

"Where?"

"the den.I'll just go make sure thier both alive, I haven't heard anything in a while."

I went t a tiny room just bigger than a closet to let them out.But when I opened the door i saw them making out.

"Emmmmm.....Teas ready."I said "Glad to see you worked everything out."

"Ohh sorry Emma babes."Hayeley said fixing her hair

"It's okay."

We all walked into the living room.

"TEAS READY GUYS!!" I shouted

And as if by magic the boys all ran into the living room like 1/2 a second later.

"and if your good I MIGHT share my cookies."

"Emz theres like 30 in the packet."

"Yeah In know I'm cutting down"I said laughing

"Well can I have one!"Gerard said doing puppy dog eyes.

"Okay."

"Can I have one too."Frank said imatating Gerards puppy dog eyes

"That only works on Gee for a reson."

"Yeah that might explian the bang on gees wall."Ray said

"You were awake!"

"Yeah"

"Shit. Raymond Toro I am going to kill you." I said pushing him over in his seat.

chapther 13 No going back 

Sorry its so short

I got up still asleep and headed for my ensuite but hit a wall.

"Wha, where is it?" I mumbled opening my eyes

Oh yeah that might explain it. I was in Gee's room.

Love can do werid things to people. And brillant and incredible things.

Gerard was asleep so I quickly got dressed and left.I checked my cell. 23:43.whoa i really slept.I can't believe that happened. Lucky Sophie would be in bed, I came in and went to my room and got out my pencils and pages and started to make the adverts for the flatmates. Wow I can make us sound like an angels while telling the truth strangely enough. I love the random talents I have. when I was finished I got changed and lay in bed not able to sleep from sleeping so much earlier when my cell rang. Who would be calling at near one

"Hello?"
"Hey babes when did you leave?"
"Oh hey about an hour ago"
"Okay. Just wanted to make sure you got home alright."
"Yeah well I'm fine."
"okay well I better go. Love you loads."
"love you too Gee. See you tomorrow."

I turned my phone off and turned around and strangly fell asleep.

About a few hours later I was awoken by a smash of glass. Sophie probaly broke a glass being half asleep. But why was I so cold. I turned around to see my curtians flapping and a cement brick on the floor covered in glass. I started screaming. Sophie rushed in.

"Oh my god. Who did this?"

"I have an idea." I said switching on my cell and puching in 911.

"Who?"

"Luke, or one of his minions."

"He wouldn't! would he?"

"He broke our door, tried to kill hayeley and broke hes restraining order 4 times a day. I wouldn't put it past him."

"Yeah but he's our cousin."

chapther 12 ladies night

I finished my shift at the maision and was going over to Gerards. I worked out the doubts were just first nerves. Hopefully.I was walking in when I saw Hayeley running down the stairs. Crying.

"Whoa, Hayeley. Slow down. Whats wrong?"

"Me and Ray broke up." She sobbed through her tears.

"Ohh well you march right back up these stairs and we are going to your appartment and eating everything containing choclate young lady."

"Thanks Emma."

We went back to Hayeleys place which she shares with Katie and used to Becca. Me and katie have a tub of mint choc chip ice-cream between us and Hayeley has 3 choclates bars, a jumbo bag of skittles and tissues which after five minutes of arriving she had stopped using.

"How are you guys coping with out beccas share of the rent just things must be tight."

"yeah. We could only buy 3 tubs of ice-cream this week."Katie said laughing

"Sophies moving out too. Her and Frank are getting a place in four weeks. I have to find a new roomate by then."
"we're looking for a new one as well."

" why dont we help each other?"

"Yeah we could put notices up in uni and in the café in town and see if we can find any one."

"yeah and we can dress up all mean to interveiw them."

"ooooooohhhhhhhhh evil."

My phone started to ring

"Emma where are you?"

It was Gerard

"I'm two floors and three apartments across below you."

"What?"

"I ran into Hayeley after her and Rays argument."

"Oh ok."

"I'll be up soon though."

"ok see you then."

I hung up. Why is there this feeling of I love you going in my head trying to escape when I talk or see Gerard. THis is so confusing. Yesterday I was doubting our relationship and today I want to say I love you. God.I said good bye to Katie and Hayeley and headed up to Gerards.

" Hey Emma." He said as he opened the door

"Hey Gee." I said feeling sorta nervous

I just stood there in silence.

"Wheres Ray?"I said after about 5 seconds even though it felt like five years

"He went for a walk, He probly won't be home for hours."

"so he got as mad as Hayeley. Just after she'd finished crying she was seehing.

"Ray was just annoyed he'd finished it but he didn't want to see Hayeley till he sorted his head out."

There was another akward silence.

"Emma there's something I want to tell you." Gerard said wrapping his arms around me

"Yeah." I said, my heart racing and my palms sweating,

He leant down nd put his head on my shoulder and whispered in my ear.

"I love you and I really mean it."

"I love you too."

He kissed me.It just felt so natural. I opened my mouth slightly and I could feel Gerard smile as he slipped his tounge into my mouth and as i did vice versa.

When we finished I looked down then looked up at im and smiled

"What?" Gerard said

"The confussions gone."

Chapther 11  Break my heart watch me fall apart

I thought I'd just say Me,Katie, Becca, Mikey, Gerard, Bob and Hayeley are at community university because we skipped collage and we started at the same time and we all finish this year

Me and Gerard are in the italiann restuant. Gerard started laughing.

"What?"I asked pouting

"you have sauce on your chin." Gerard said laughing

"God! How embarrasing!"

"I'm so sorry that we haven't got her sooner just with Mikey in hospital and uni..."

"It's ok."I said interupting him

"so three months till graduation."

"Yeah and then only $953 worth of student loans to pay off."

"Lucky I have $1540."

we started laughing

Later

I was sitting in my room, listening to taking back sunday.Everyone was coupled up and everything was perfect. So why do I feel so empty. I know I love Gerard and definitley loves me. So why do I feel like this. It's probly just  nerves. but what if it isn't. what if i'm not meant to be with  Gerardthis is soo confussing. I just went to sleep aand hoped it would be better when i woke up.

"Emma, wake up."Some one said. I sat up to see Sophie and Frank standing next to my bed.

"What?"

"I'm moving out. Me and Frank are getting our own place so we can get used to each other before the wedding."

"Ok.....Wait your leaving me with a $500 a month appartment on $400 from a small cleaning job at a the Ruthless mansion."

"why do you call it that?"

"Well I can't prononce thier surname. And thats what Chris told me to call him."

"Yeah but chris and marie-ann died on january 1st."

"I know I was at the funeral.I feel sorry for their mom. Her husband deid oif cancer and now her kids die in a car accident and her son was driving not to metion he was drunk and 17 and Marie-ann was 11. why would I quit."

"Whatever. you'll just have to find a new room mate because we're moving out in 4 weeks."

"ok.Can I go to sleep now."

Chapther 10 I can't think of a title

Me,Becca and Katie are in the uni libary waiting for everyone else.

"So we are all fianally coupled uup then?Just I know you and Tom were on and off for ages Emma but Gerard was still like a eleventh wheel." Becca said

"Yeah it was probally hard for him."I said

"Yeah. But fyi don't you  two move in with Bob or Gee soon cause Mikey is a nightmare, his stuff all over the place, the dishes piling up ." becca said laughing not noticing Mikey coming in behind her.

"Am I serioyusly that annoying babes?" Mikey said popping his head next to Beccas(who jumped a foot in the air.)

"Awww no there's good sides to."

Then Gerard, Bob and Hayeley came in.

"Hey." Katie said getting up and kissing Bob

"I would to but it would seem cheesy" I said to Gerard

" No it's okay." Gerard said lauging slightly

Later

We are all back at my place looking through wedding books forSophie and Frank

"This dress looks nice."Katie said pointing to a dress

"yeah but I prefer this one" Sophie said.

I was bored and just flicked through a cattaloge when I saw a really nice dress

" Hey what about this one?" I said showing it to sophie

"Omg. Thats it thats my dress." sophie said grabbig it

"Lets see" Frank said coming over"whoa thats really actually nice

"yeah I did good."

"Ok now the Bridesmaid dresses."

"Sophie you haven't even set a date. How organised are you?" Becca said

"very now look!"

I picked up a few catalouges and went back to the sofa, but ray had moved on to my seaet

"move I was sitting there."

"no"

"Emma just sit here." Gerard said pulling me on to his lap

"hmmmm. It's not as comfy but hey it will do" I said laughing

"Do you ever stop laughing?" Bob said

"Well I had some sugar when I was three so I will stop laughing some time soon."

"I love that motto."Gerard said

"yeah well its true for me."

"aww." Gerard said

"Hey less awing more looking!" sophie said

"why are you marrying her.Just your engaged but you still live with Mikey" I asked Frank

"I love her and well I'm moving in after the holiday."

"ok.cool.Oh yeah Gerard I will be able to make it early" I said turning round 

"yay." Gerard said kissing me

I am sorry for any offence that may have been caused on a unknown to me touchy subject in my last chapther

And extra apologises to Becca. Sorry babes I was really dumb when I wrote it.

Chapther 9 sh la la We're all going our summer holidays sha la la

The encounter thing between Josh and Rory happened

"Shot."I said

"Well, you know how we all go to Italy every year." Gerard

"yeah."
"well know the way me, mikey and since last year Becca go three days early,"

"yeah."

"Well do you want to come early too."

"I'm going to have to see cause I might have plans but I'll tell you tomorw."

Oh, okay." Gerard said looking sad

"Aww,don't be like that." I said kissing him softly.

abot five minutes later Becca  came up mthe hall.

"What took you so long?"
I asked

"I, was already here I waxs just at the canteen."Becca ansrwered

"Ooohhhhhh Okay."

"Is he out yet?"

No, we're waiting for the doctor." Gerard said

and then as if by magic the doctor came up to the hall

"Mr way, Miss Jeffery and I'm sorry you are" He said holding his hand out to me.

"Emma Hudson. Famliy friend." I replied shaking his hand

"Hey your more than just a friend to this part of the family."Gerard said hugging my shoulders

"Okay well, Michael is out of theratre but he is sadated so he might not come round for at least half an hour." The doctor said loking slighty nervous."shall I show you to his room?"

"Yes please."

As he lead us to Mikey's roomBecca started to look worried.

"what's wrong, becca?"

"I remember this way for some reason>"

Then we got to Mikey's room.Becca ran over to his bed and sat down.

"Hey Babes I know you probaly cant hear me, but if you can I love you, please come round soon."

"She knows it's appendasitus, just I know she loves him but she's acting like he's had a heart attack or sonmething."

"Hey! I heard that! I just get emotional easy."

"Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk....... One second."

I said walking over to the window feeling underneath the sill.

"what are you doing."Gerard said.

"I know why this is sloo familiar Becca. It's my room. I left my intitals underneath the windowsill."

"why."

"Well if I survived the attack then I had to comenorate it somehow."

A month later.

Mikeys out of hospital and Becca's moved in with him.
So romantic. There is this christian recrutment thing on all week at uni. we have it very year and I sit in the same seat every year.

"ok thankk you all for coming down tpo day we have our guest speaker up next and we would like it if you stayed to five past one, there is still time to do your make-up after that.Joshua Colqhuan(The biggest geek in my year)." rory the vice captain of junior Su said

"Hey! I heard that." Joshua shouted

"you were meant to." I said

After the meeting i left the hall.

"guess who." Gerard said grabbing me.

"the tooth fariy."

"Haha.Come on we've got the same lectture next."

Chapther 8 who will love me when the world turns its back

Soz it's so short

I went back to my place and sat on th the sofa. Frank and Sophie were sitting on it looking through wedding books.

"where were you last night? I was waiting up for you."

"Sorry I was at Gerards. It was late and my stuff was there."

"you'd think you were going out you spend all your time with him and snogging him infront of churches."

"Becca told you then."

"yeah she text everyone this morning."
 

"well I don't want to get into it. I'm going to put my stuff away."

"k we're going out soon anyway."

I went into my room and put on my fall out boy cd. They always calm me down. As i was putting my shampoo and conditionor in my ensuite I got an idea. I got undressed and got in the shower and washed out my dye. Well I said i would so why not now. As I was drying my hair sophie came in

"you okay just I heard fob and decided to come see but you were in the shower... wait your hairs brown what happened to your dye."

"It was costing too much and it looks better now."

"Ok whatever."
Sophie left and I got a text

"soz can't make it tonight. Mikey's in  hospital with appendicitis.Geexxx

So I decided to go up.

"Hey your hairs different."

"Yeah, I just realised something we spent two whole days together and we've only been seperated for like three hours. how are we going to cope when i go back to uni next week."

"I know.I'll just have to handcuff you to me."

we burst out laughing

"But seriously I have something really really important to ask you.

Dundundunnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Chapther 7 the happy couples

After the after party

Me and Gerard stumbled in to Gerards appartment. I only came back cause my stuff was there

"sssshhhh we'll wake up Ray." Gerard said

"what times it?"I asked.

"4 am"

"shit i told Sophie I'd text her at 3."

"wait. oh my god the jerk."

"what?Me?"

"No. Ray. He promised to sleep on the sofa cause i said you might come back and if you did'nt he could go to his own bed."

"Well it looks like what he has been doing was best suited for a bed" i said picking up haleys custimised purse

"ewww."

"so I'll be on the sofa."

"No. You can be in my bed. Not that I want to do anything. Just it will be comfier. but if you want to stay on the sofa thats ok."

"i'll be fine in your bed. I trust you. Can i borrow one of your tops just my stuffs in Rays room.

"k. theres some sweaters and shorts in my third drawer."

"why d you own more than 1 of them."

"Sometimes I get cold" he said looking ashamed

I started to laugh.

I went into his room and picked out a random sweater and a book feel out. I picked it up and looked at it. It was a journal from 1999.The year of the stabbing. I turned to the day after it when he found out. It said:

Emma got attacked by her dad last night. she had tried to save her mum but she died. I tought what it would be like if the same happens to Emma. I realised something when i did. I could'nt live without her. I think I'm falling in love with her,.

"whoa." i said putting the journal back. I realised that it was the same time that i started to like him too.

I finished getting changed and walked into the kitchen and hugged Gereard,

"eveything ok?"

"yeah. everythings perfect." i said as i kissed him on the cheek

we headed to his room.

The next morning

I have this real bad sence of deja vu.

I got up and wanted carbs again and when i went into the kitchen i had to blink twice to realise it was Ray and Hayeley and not Frank and Sophie.

"what are you dooing here?" ray asked.

"My stuffs here."

"but we were in my.. you were in Gerards bed. You were in Gerards bed."Ray said practicly shouting

"Yeah and Hayeley was in yours. Your point is?"

"So how many times?" Ray asked

"how many times what."
"how many times has George Bush run for president. Duh how many times did you screw."

"Oh my fucking god what is everyones obsession if me and Gerard did it or not. It's our lives and we haven't so please never ask ever again.EVER" i said shouting at him

"hey. You woke me up."he said to me

"sorry Gee."

"It's ok i had to get up anyway." ha said hugging me

"awww that just together stage is so cute." Hayeley said

"what ever" i said grabbing my toast and going into the living room.

"Emma i know you read my journal." Gerard said joining me on the sofa

"how?"

"Next time make sure you don't have dye from your hair on your fingers."

"yeah well i'm undying my hair anyway cause it looked werid me with blue hair at a wedding and i'd save a bit too."

"K.So you want to go out tonight. Like on a date?"

"okies. Can we go to that italian place?"

"ok."

Chapther 6 publicity

Me and Gerard are in a cab going to the church.He's wearing the suit I picked out for him and I'm wearing my dress and a shrug to cover my scar.

"your hair is really nice like that." Gerard said trying to fill the silence.

"you are so shit at complimenting people you know that." I said laughing

"Yeah. It sort of runs in my familly. if you think i'm bad you should here my dad." he said laughing aswell

"so we're seriously offical?" I said looking nervous

"Yeah and I'm so glad we are."

We arrived at the church and I saw Mikey and Becca looking really loved up in the middle of the grounds. I ran over and said in a really posh sounding voice

"Excuse me Michael could i borrow your girlfriend for a second." 

"sure, your hair looks really nice by the way."

I burst out laughing

"what?"

"nothing i just realised how alike youand Gerard are."

Me and Becca walked a few metres towards a pond which had like no visible fish in it.

"so what do you want."she said

"nothing much apart from a girly chat. Oh and to tell you me and Gee are going out but mainly the chat." I said laughing after

" What really since when?"

"Lets see."I said moving my fingers in the air as if I was using an abucus. "three hours ago."

"oh my god. how?"

"Well I was at his place and Ray was in the shower and he kissed me."

"Wait, why were you at Gerards."

"He invited me there after we left Franks yesterday."

"Wait you didn't....you know?"

"no origanally was just to help him with his tie."

"so did he just walk up to you or was it like you were doing up his tie and you looked up and you just started kissing."

"A bit of both. I was eating breakfast and we started arguing about me fancing him and he kissed me."

"Oh my god thats so romantic. Hey if you,Gerard,me and Mikey get married we'll be sister in laws

"Okay Becca hold your horses.We've been going out three hours, not three years."

"okay. Hey look everyones going into the church."

We made our way back over to the guys.

"hey should me go in." I asked Gerard

"okies, but first can i have a kiss cause i don't think I can last two and a half hours in such a romantic event without one." he said with pouting and doing puppy dog eyes.

"aww mew niether."

"he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me. It was so sweet till about a second later we were interupted by a voice.

"pay up. I told you." Becca said to Mikey.

"ah man. their a cute couple though." Mikey replied handing becca $20

"Lets get in before they start taking bets on us screwing." I said laughing

chapther 5 the first step on the path of happiness

Some notes on the story

Becca,Mikey,Katie,Emma,Frank=23

Gerard,Ray=27

Sophie=20

Bob=25

the stabbing to place 8 years ago

any more questions just leave me a note

"Sshh...Careful she'll wake up." I heard a voice say

" What ever your doing don't." I said grumbleing half asleep

"Gerard look what you did." Ray said

"Ah well we'll do better next time." Gerard said.

"Who says there'll be a next time. Anyway can you get out a sec I need to get changed. Maybe you could clean up the moisteriser."

"Nah we'll be in the kitchen stuffing our faces."

"okies, save me some milk."

They left and I got changed and took out my mirrior to check the damage. I started laughing my for head said I ♥ Ger in red felt tip. I'm guessing -ard was meant to be on the end. I got out a face wipe and got rid of it and went in the kitchen

"haha very funny guys, but did you seriously think I would'nt look in a mirrior before the wedding."

"Well it was hilarious to us." Ray said

i just let out a small laugh and pourred some coco pops in to a bowel and grabbed the milk off Gerard.

"ladies first." i said

"then let Gerard have it. " Ray said

"Haha very funny. Don't you have to get a shower."

"wha... Oh yeah i'll get it before it gets occupied for two hours."

"Hey thats sexist." I said

"who says that I was talking about you."

"ok thats enough out of you sir wisecreacks." Gerard said throwing a newspaper at Rays head.

After Ray left me and Gerard sat in silence. Wow I never thought telling the truth would cause so much tension.

"Emma were you serious about the two zillion percent thing?" Gerard asked oviously sensing the akward silence too.

"emmmmm..Yeah but I'd rather not talk about it. Yeah i fancy you and you don't feel the same I get it."

"I didn't say that."

"Well either you do or you don't. It's easy. which one is it." I said getting angry

"emmmm"

"Well answer!" I said getting really annoied

"You want an answer. Here's your fucking answer."

He grabbed my wrist, pulled me over, wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me.

"That a good enough answer." He said

"Shut up a second." I said

I kissed him again.

"yes thats the perfect answer. As long as you mean it"

"I do mean it. Every single bit."

Just then ray walked in wearing what I hoped was Hayeley's pink dressing gown.

"Emma do you have any condit... What'd I miss?"

"Nothing." Gerard said, letting go of me

"Gerard Arthur Way are you ashamed of me?" I said with my hands on my hips

"No but do i have to tell him?" he said poutingat me

"yes or we'll tickle you."

"Ok.Ok we're now together."

"Why what happened?"

"we sorta kissed and told our feelings."

"Aww and I missed it. Well what about that conditionor?"

"I'll  just check my Mary Poppins bag."

No ones pov

So you fianally told her then just I was sick of you constantly saying 'should i tell her how i feel? Should I ask her if she feels the same? should I punch Tom to make sure he knows that hes a jerk? for the last three years.'"

"Hey! I liked her for ages before that.."Gerard said

"yeah i know. It started after the stabbing when i realised how terrible my life would be with out her. I know I've heard it all before." ray said getting up as Emma came back in with some conditionor

"yeah well, that's just the start of it."  gerard whisphered

chapter 4 the big news

Soz becca i just had to add it(you'll know what i mean)

A few days after the dream

Sophie and Frank told us to to all meet them at Mikey and Franks appartment.

Me,Mikey,Becca (Mikeys girlfriend), Katie and her boyfriend Bob, Ray and his girlfriend Haeley(every1 is coupled up except me and Gerard offically)
"ok we have called you here to tell you some important news." Frank said

"Your pregnant!!!" becca shouted

"no....Well not that I know of. We're getting married!!"

"okay I knew that so why am i here?"

"i'm getting to that! Everyone in here is gonna be involed. The girls are my bridesmaides. headed by Emma."

"yeah." i said clapping

"And the guys are my best men headed by Gerard." Frank said

"whoese your ring bearer?"ray said

"eeeeeeeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmmmmmmm your  afro" Sophie said

We all burst out laughing

"no seriously its my nephew." frank said

We all just started talking about random stuff

"i've got to go cause i've got another wedding tomorrow." i said

"I'll walk you home. i've got to go to."

we said goodbye and hugged everyone

" you do know your appartments closer than mine and it'll take like 1/2 an hour to get there." i asked him

"well we can talk on the way." gerard said smiling.

" ok."

we started talking about the time we were gonna meet up at the next morning.

"why don't we just go back to your appartment, pick up your dress and you can stayin my spare room. Just it'll save time in the morning and it sort of makes sence. It'l be like a slumber party."

We  started laughing

"ok but only if i can put a face mask on you." i said we just started laughing uncontrolablely

we got to my appartment i got my stuff.

Back at Gerards appartment.

Ray shares Gerards apparment. we're  all playing truth or dare. It was my turn

" Truth" I said

"okay." Gerard said looking evil.
"is what you said the other moning true."

"what that you looked good in the red tie. yeah." i said nevously

"no you know what i mean. what you said to Sophie about me."

"oh yeah that. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Yeah.  like 2 zillion percent."

"OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH what you say about him. what you say about him" ray said boucing in his seat

"I would prefer to not repeat it."

"i'll  tickle you."

"no, i can't tell you"

"okay. Gerard help me here."

they both moved closer and closer wiggling thier fingers. soon they were tickling me

"DONT....PLEASE....STOP....OK....OK....I'LL....TELL...YOU....IF..YOU....STOP!!!"i said screamin and laughing trying to talk between breathes.

"promise."
"Yes. Gerard will back me up."

"okay so what is it."

" i said i fancied Gerard."i said turning like redder than a tommato

"really?oh my god."

"ok but seeing as i said You and Gerard have to let me puy this on you and take a picture" I said rumaging in my bag finally pulling out a giant tub of moisturiser

"Ammmm i would but it would get in my hair." ray said trying to make it sound like a good excuse

"no worries i've got a hair band and a couple of bobbles."

So i squirted some out and put it on rays face but soon it turned in to annarkie(sp?) and there was cream all  over the place

so we just went to bed

chapther 3 As quick as a glint

I know its kind of long but please buzz or comment

--------------------------------------------------Dream---------------------------------------------

i snuck in. It was an hour and an half after my curfew, I don't think my parents would notice i was late. As  I headed for the stairs I heard shouting coming from the living room. There was nothing new there. but i thought i'd just look any way. they were shouting really loud about something. I was about to turn around when i saw something shine under the light. in my dads hand was a.......KNIFE!!!

"You have to choose, Joanna."

" I can't Eddie! I love you both!"

What is going on?  Was my mum having an affair?

If she was then go mum! My dad can be such a bastard at times.

"Yeah but i don't love them, Jo and you know that?"

Ok this is getting werid.

"Don't say that your thier father!"

"NO I'M NOT. I'M JUST SOME GUY WHO FELL FOR A SLAPPER AND GOT HIS LIFE TAKEN FROM HIM!!!!"

"They see you as thier father."

"Well I'm not. Emma was one when I came along and you were ready to pop out Sophie!"

" Well you could have told me that before we got married. Maybe I could have found someone who would love my kids!"

I couldn't belive it the man I had called 'Dad'  since I could talk didn't even like me.

"Yeah well stop shouting. I'm going to check on the girls." my mum said.

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I hate flashback dreams.