November 27, 2007

stole from hlctwh

1. Where is the boy/girl you like now?
In his house i hope cause its late

2. What are you doing friday night?
watching Ugly betty

3. Name something you did yesterday?
P.e lol

4. Last person you text messaged?
Kaz probably

5. Who was the last person to call you?
sam

6. What are you doing right now?
watching holby city

7. What color are your eyes?
Brown

8. Do you like anyone?
elliot.

9. Are you dating the last person you kissed?
......no

10. Who is the last person to message you?
Text - Nathan. MSN - Rach.

11. What color is your hair?
Blonde d broen but dying the brown

12. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
BARNEY*sings*  LOVE YOU YOU LOVE ME

13. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
It was either elliot or sam but still yeah

14. Who knows a secret or two about you?
Kaz

15. When was the last time you lied?
saturday

16. Do you like fire?
yeah but not at swelltering concerts

17. Did you have a nap today?
semi

18. What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
Jeans.

19. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
School shop

20. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
Yes.

21. Is anyone jealous of you?
daniis jelous of my gig going

22. Have any regrets?
Where do i start

23. Where were you 1 hour ago?
In the same place

24. Where were you 8 hours ago?
School woo

25. Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
Yes

26. Is cheating ever okay?
Never.

27. Who was the last person you rode with?
my mum?

28. What are you looking forward to?
him stoping hating relationships.

29. Do you want to kill someone right now?
Yes.

30. What radio station do you listen to?
Radio 1 or kerrang.

31. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
nope

32. What are you listening to?
TV
 
33. Did your ex hurt you?
no

34. Do you still like your ex?
Nope.

Posted on 11/27/2007 11:56 AM Comments (0)

Major update on life/love/story

ok so i possted the story of my life the other night and as you can see its shit.

  • i have now since realised my life is my and i shouldn't put it on hold for 1 person
  • i have broke up with my boyfriend. I just didnt like him as much as i thought i did....ok it was pity and he wsn't attractive.
  • i'm stopping my story cause i've lost my love for writing this story
  • i'm writig a story on my pc but i might not post it
  • im getting a new hair cut not sure what like yet either of these 2(if eiether of the pics is you/ your friend thanks for having great hair)
  • yes i still am in love with elliot.hes my rock how could i not be
  • im really broadening my music atm so if you know bands leave thier name below
  • oh and my quote of the minute "hi...i'm gonna pass the mic back to Gerard now"-MIKEY WAY IN BELFAST ON 17th OF NOVEMBER(I WAS THER OF COURSE

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Posted on 11/27/2007 11:09 AM Comments (0)

November 25, 2007

this is only before i joined but here you go

This is why I am so annoying/

 

My dad left when my brother was 3 weeks old leaving my mum to pay for 4 kids on her own. I never knew that he'd left because I was 1 at the time so I didn't notice anything different.

 

Mum had to fend by her self for 1 ½ years till she meet my now ex- step dad and had my little sister. And life was good then we moved into a new house and we just got on with our lies lives. We moved into another house when I was 6 and everything went ok, I had everything I needed, my mum hired au-pairs for us and she joined the police.

 

Then I noticed how messed up my family was.

 

My aunt moved into my street and I thought it was good but my mum told me to never walk past her house and if I needed to go anywhere that meant going beyond the street I had to use the alley half way down it. I was young I just accepted it. One night I couldn’t sleep so I listened to the silence, then my sister ran into the house screaming "MUM CHRIS JUST THREATENED TO RAPE ME" and I knew that she was serious about it. After that everything got worse. We had to get a restraining order out against my cousin because he kept driving down the street the wrong way and turning out side our house just to see if we were in. then the violence. First he smashed our door so It dragged when we opened it, then he smashed my sister. She was outside and he hit her with a baseball bat. It would have been murder if my au-pair hadn't saved her.

 

Then another sleepless night I heard my step dad screaming at mum and I could hear her shouting back and I then my sister calling the police saying her step dad had a GUN to his head and was saying he was going to pull the trigger. I just cried. The next morning when my brother said that he'd saw Jamie holding a gun to his head mum said it was a dream.

 

Then I started secondary school.  2 weeks later my cousin died of an ecstasy over dose. 4 tablets. And that’s when Chris decided to strike again. While sleeping in bed ½ a breeze block (a giant cement brick) came through the window landing less than a metre from my head.

 

After I had some counselling life was ok. I was on my own most of the time, and in French the girls on either side of me kept asking me to swap seats so they could sit together. You know the girls as well.

 

Then my life calmed down. It was basically just getting through exams and trying to be popular and getting guys to like me. Then in summer 2006 I had a dream come true. I got a boyfriend. Danny. We only lasted a week and after that, while on the rebound I meet Tom. He was really nice to me and when he went on holiday he waited 2 hours outside my house till I came home. The point our relationship went bad was when he decided that the best way to make me like him more was to put his hand down my underwear. I broke up with him then.

 

That Christmas I got my I pod and for a laugh I downloaded some song my little sister had been listening to called, Helena, I'm not okay and welcome to the black parade. I totally ignored them till I put my I-pod on shuffle and decided to listen to them. They affected me. The words seemed to get to me. From then on I gradually listened to them more and the other music on my I-pod less. Soon I found myself on a website called buzznet because my friend wanted to hear what our loose friends story was about and I did and when I read it I realised that I didn't belong to the crowd I was in so I went to the hairdressers and asked for my long hair to be cut to shoulder length.

 

And now you have me here in front of you.


Posted on 11/25/2007 9:41 AM Comments (2)

November 19, 2007

how australia turned into an orgey(SP?)

2 bands and 6 needles says:
ok thats it im moving to aussie theres a city called gerard
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
LOL
2 bands and 6 needles says:
either that or missori theres an emma
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
*SHOCKED FACE*
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
awesomeee.
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*looks for rachel*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
yeah its in nevada
2 bands and 6 needles says:
its a ufo hotspot
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
....
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
nice.
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
LOL
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
so i guess im moving to Nevada!?
2 bands and 6 needles says:
yep lol
2 bands and 6 needles says:
rachel*dont know surname
123 made up street
rachel
nevada
usa
12345
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
lol
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live ebrownthis <3 says:
niceee
2 bands and 6 needles says:
you have 98 inhabitants
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
O___O
2 bands and 6 needles says:
hehe joke
2 bands and 6 needles says:
well it is
2 bands and 6 needles says:
your also a sandwhich
2 bands and 6 needles says:
made with either corned beef or pastrami, sauerkraut, Swiss cheese, and either Russian dressing or Thousand Island dressing.[1] It is typically made with rye bread, though originally it may have been served on pumpernickel bread.[citation needed
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
ROFLFAMOOOO
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
i get eaten?!
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
THIS SUCKS
2 bands and 6 needles says:
yeah
2 bands and 6 needles says:
but your yummy
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
LOL
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
*sugeative eybrows*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
im not talking about the sandwhich
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
*shocked face*
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
EMMA!
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
LOL
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
well
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
*licks*
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
mwahaha.
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
*runs away*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*runs after*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*rapes*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*locks in cupboard*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*trows gerard in with you*
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
8-0
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
its not rape if your willing
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
LOL
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
YAY! GERARD <3
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*blocks out sex noises*
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
ROFLLL.
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
oohhh yerh
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
excuse me and gerard for a while
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
ahem/ *runs offf*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*throws in lyn-z for threesome*
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
ROFL.
2 bands and 6 needles says:
*jumps in self*
2 bands and 6 needles says:
ok now its complete
2 bands and 6 needles says:
ORGEY
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
YUMYUM
[Rachspoon™] Fuck yeah, we can live like this <3 says:
lol!


Posted on 11/19/2007 11:57 AM Comments (0)

November 15, 2007

I'M BOBBY BEAR

GERARD:
[] You're born in April
[] You've been addicted to alcohol and/or drugs
[] You're a born leader
[x] You love drawing and You do it well
[x] You love singing
[x] You don't take shit from anyone
[] You're afraid of needles [and the like]
[] You call Your friends with their last names instead of their names
[x] You've got siblings and You love them
[] you're the eldest child
TOTAL: 4

RAY:
[] You're born in July
[] You play the guitar
[] You've got a scar on Your head
[] You can't swim
[]You've got FRO!!!
[] You're 6'1"
[x] You're shy
[] You wear contact lenses
[] You're called Mastermind
[x] People do/used to laugh at You
TOTAL:2


MIKEY:
[] You're born in September
[] You play bass
[x] You've got asthma
[x] You're short-sightened
[x] You wear glasses
[x] You feel an urge to stuck a fork into a toaster
[] You're seen as the lil kid/brother/sister of your family or mates(                                           [] you're the youngest sibling
[] you're the skinnest in your group of friends
[] you've put a heater IN the shower 
TOTAL: 4

FRANK:
[] You're born in October
[] you're the hyperest of your group
[] You rattle (not PLAY) on Your guitar
[x] You're 5'4" (i shrunk)
[x] You love tattoos and piercing
[/] You're younger than all Your friends(most)
[x] you think homophobia is gay
[] you mess with your friends head
[] you are seen as immature
[]  you always have a pair of fingerless gloves on
TOTAL: 3 1/2


BOB:
[] You're born in December
[] You don't talk much
[] You're born in a different part of the country, according to Your friends
[] You hate people filming You
[x] You prefer cats to dogs
[] You play drums
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] one of your friends messes with your head
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] you are constantly irritated with one of your friends
[x] you're scary when serious
[x] you zone out a lot
total:5

I'm Bob!!!


Posted on 11/15/2007 10:22 AM Comments (0)

November 14, 2007

about my story

ok so ive been pretty busy recentky and i havent had time to write and bethan waas meant to write the next chapthre but we havent talked in forever
Posted on 11/14/2007 1:02 PM Comments (0)

he did it again

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

meh anyway now i know you cant be bothered to talk to me like you used to i wanted to tell you i had had the shitest day ever cause i got back and i was talking about my weekend and said it was fantastic and it was my first(concert). and a guy said its sounds like someone got off and his friend said dont say that, no one would like her unless they were blind. and then danni basicly said she was

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

prettier than me

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

which is true but i tdont like being told

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

emma dani is a dick compared to u

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

oh so thats why youve went out with her and not me

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

i didn't want to go out wit her

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

well tell her that cause she was like Well he oviusly prefered me to you

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

she tells everyone i like her! so i sa nothin

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

ok

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

well i was pretty sad last night

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

why?

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

because of all that shit it was gettme down and i needed someone to slap me and tell me i am pretty even if it meant they were lying

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

u r though

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

well you didnt come so ive had to bottle it up

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

im really glad i can say this stuff to you

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

gdgd

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

lol

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

see now yyour being non serious again

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

i always am!

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

but you are too much

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

n/o

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

as usual

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

lol

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

now i see what diddles and nitch mean

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

who and wat?

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

dddles and nitch are my friends and they say you mess with my head

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

ok???????????????

I understand... if you feel like putting your comfort before my sanity says:

yeah they also say i talk about too much

i should just admit it you will never want to be with me

Is there cheese in that pie? says:

thats not true! i just hate relationships
Posted on 11/14/2007 12:59 PM Comments (0)
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