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I MADE THE FREAKING BUZZNET NEWSLETTER!!!!!!!!

I made ths comment to Breesays;

and then it made the homepage

an now its in the newsletter;

pfft you make a slight Pun and its all over the website in a week.

Ok so I've been trying to keep this quiet for a while but I am going to write it up ccause it making me sad to see this happen.

This is about everyone hating Elizia and the situation involving her Gerard and Lyn-z.

When the rumours started of thier relationship I was really interested about who this woman was and if she was going to post stuff about Gerard. I know very selfish of me but i just wanted to know. one day i read a rumour saying she was using Gerard and my brain reversed and kept telling me,"HATE HER!! SHES HURTING HIM!!". But the all the hate comments came to her and my friends kept telling e, don't be a teeny, don't hate her. ButI trusted my head over them. I continued hating her and regularly went on to my photo shop and defaced a picture of her.

And one night i snapped and I broke down. I was alone that night. The tears run down my face and i cried for 20 minutes straight. I googled her name and saw all the hate for her and i put my self in her shoes. I knew it would be killing her cause i was hated by 1girl in my school who made up romours about me. I multipied the pain I felt by thousands and nearly broke down again.

I added her as a friend on here and wanted to write to her but she disabled her comments and I understood why.

Then thee engagment broke up and the rumour got more publicised. I felt sorry for her and the fact she had to go into hiding. but this time i choose my friends and i feel back into disliking her.

When Lyn-z came onto the scene i thought it would be another round of the same thing. And it was for a while. Everyone was saying that she was a druggie and she was bad fir Gerard. But i stuck to my morals and didnt hate her. I stayed happy for them and was ecstatc that they married.

And i surfed around another popular site im on and peopl kept saying they hated her and i stuck up for her. And i realised. I was being the biggest hypocrite possible. Hatting Elizia and loving Lyn-z. So i took a step back and thought "ok i'll start affresh." so i visted Elizias page on here and WMHC and decided that i would look out for any evidence of her coming back. And last month she did and she allowed people to comment on her posts and i was happy. But i was too late. I was offline for a few days and missed her saying she allowed them and when i saw the journal i rushed to comment and noticed she had turnfed them off again and read through the the comment and realised there had been people bitching to her agin and i was sad that they had got the her again. And she hasnt updated since.

Any one reading this should know, Elizia is really cool and you have no reason to hate her.  NO PHYSICAL PROOF WHAT SO EVER TO!!

If any of you say you do and its the letter postted on the Imnotokay.com message board. I have a queston. Does it have a name on it? No. So it is more than likely as real as Katie Prices boobs.

I like Elizia Cuts.
I adore Lyn-Gee.

NOW

Is your hair up?: Yes
Is your phone right beside you?: I'm almost sitting on it
Do you have a bf/ gf?: I seriously don't know.
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: Yes.
Do you have plans for tonight?: Not really
Are you wearing makeup?: no
Are you wearing chapstick?: nerp
Are you cold?: sorta
Are you tired?: yes.
Are you excited?: slightly
Are you watching t.v.?: no its on but in listening to music
Are you wearing pajamas?: no
Who's the last person you IMed?: Ok its creepy the last person said the same thing(Rach)
Who's the last person that called you?: Ruth to tell me she got her lip pierced

PAST

Anything you regret? lots
Ever lied?: I'm only human
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: yes
Ever spit at someone? no
Ever kick something living?: plants live dont they
Ever had your nails done?: yes by my friend
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: no

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:



LAST WEEK

Had any plans last week?: yes christmas was last week
Have you cursed?: Fuck yeah
Have you yelled at someone?: yes i have a short temper
Have you gotten mad at someone? loads of people
Have you cried? not really
Have you called more than 3 people?: i may have.
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: yes
Have you eaten anything gross? no

SPILL YOUR GUTS

Q. First thing you did this morning?: turned on my phone

Q. Last thing you ate?: peas

Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?: Getting my exams fnished

Q. What's annoying you right now? That i tried to go out with my "other half" and they kep putting it off and now i have to wait till school to see them

Q. What's the last movie you saw? St Trinians

Q.Do you believe in long distance relationships?: I've seen them work but couldnt cope

Q Where is the last place you went?: The kitchen?

Q: Who is the last person you called?: my aunt

Q: Been cheated on?: Not that i know of

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?: maybe

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):  Love

Q: Do you wish on stars?: sometimes

Q: Does it work?: I dont know

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: Not always

Q: When did you last cry? idk

Q: Do you like your handwriting? no dyspraxia saw to that

Q: Are you a friendly person? I try really hard

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? yes

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? Mine

Q: What color shirt are you wearing? Black and white

Q: Do you have any pets? no

Q: What is the color of your bedsheets? Pink

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? on the pc

Q: Last person you talked to : Rach

Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?: novemer

Q: Look to your left: the mirror

Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes

Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder? Maybe

Q: Song that makes you cry? December-hawthorne hieghts

Q: Are you a normally happy person?: no

Q: Is your self-esteem low?: well it hit rock bottom, when through 500000000000000 miles of shit and there you go

Q: What color are your eyes? Brown

Q: Long or Short Hair? short

Q: Current Music?: Panty Shot-MSI

School/Friends
[x] You lost friends
[x] You got bullied
[x] You got into a fight
[x] You had an arguement with friends
[x] You said something that cost you friends
[x] You made an enemy
[x] Someone hates you for no reason!
[x] Someone started a rumour about you
[x] You cried at school without people noticing through unhappiness
[x] You felt isolated

Total school/friends: 10

Home
[] Your house got flooded
[] You were forced to move
[] Your home was infested with bugs
[] You had rats in your house
[x] You had mice in your house
[] A wall fell through
[x] A floor fell through
[] You needed roof repair work
[x] You got a leak
[x] Had damp

Total home: 4
Total so far: 14

Family
[] Someone died
[x] You didn't see people in your family all year
[x] A sibling attacked you (had a fight)
[] Someone close to you died
[x] Got Grounded
[] Someone was disowned
[] Someone got burgled
[x] Someone embarrassed you & wouldnt let it go
[] Someone lost a baby

Total family: 4
Total so far: 18

Love
[] You didnt get a girlfriend/boyfriend all year
[x] You got hurt
[x] Got your heart broken
[x] Friend stole a girlfriend/boyfriend
[x] You wanted someone elses girlfriend/boyfriend
[x] Didn't know who you wanted
[] Rejected someone
[x] Got Rejected
[] Forced into something you didn't want to do
[] Got used/played

Love: 6
Total so far: 22

You...
[x] Got depressed
[x] Overdosed
[x] Felt like you hit rock bottom
[x] Attempted Suicide
[x] Felt too alone
[x] Pushed people away
[x] Hated yourself
[x] Wished you weren't you
[x] Got Jealous

Total you: 10
al so far: 32

(multiply by 2)
Total: 64

post as: 2007 was __% crap